Marriage.

Good Morning to each and everyone!
First of ll,I would like to share my strangest feeling that no one can easily understand.
I have loved a man whom, I,myself, know that his the one for me. We started as lived-in partners ,but,we decided to get married, because,we both felt that we can't live without each other.And I cannot love any man but only him.
And I was blind of loving him. And he showed much affection and caress.He took care of me.
But then,sometimes it's hard enough to accept that there's this situation comes my way of letting go or forgiving him,instead.

At first,I really don't know how to accept some miserable thing coming our way.Slight problem,but too much heartaches.
So many questions behind.
Will I forgive or forget???
What is the best thing that I should do?
But as far as relationship is concerned,I really have to forgive.
'Cause,I am trying to run a relationship.
And it is not only me who will suffer then,at the end.
We were bind together in heart and in the eyes of God.
And we promised each other to love each other for the rest of our lives.
But how was it? I do value our "marriage".
Now,it seems that we are hurting each other.
Is it part of the relationship?Or the so called"trials"?
God,I really don't know when and where to start again.

God,Please Help Us!!!That is all I can think of to say...Have a Blessed Day to everybody!!!